Through out my whole life all I've ever heard are promises.  "Can you do this for me and I promise I'll do that for you later..." Or the famous, "Can you lend me some money and I'll pay you back later?!"  on and on and on....

Heard so many promises that one will do or refrain from doing something, and all we get is, "Sorry this and sorry that...It won't happen again!".  I suppose promises are made to be broken.  It's makes it so difficult to understand after all the promises that's been broken how we are still able to find a way to believe that one will keep their word.  Why make them if you can't keep them?  m'I the type of person that's so easy to manipulate because it's in my nature to care and be nice to someone regardless who they may be?  Are people using the word promise as a bargaining chip to get what they want first and never have to give anything back for it?  For those that don't keep their promises, does your conscious even bother you?  And for those that wait for something to happen, why wait so long?  Why do I keep making the same mistake of having to believe someone that I know will not even keep their end of the bargain? 

Confusing and so frustrating...

Yet, I feel a little satisfied to know that I'm not selfish. 

It's always nice to wake up in the morning to find the love of your life singing Happy Mother's Day to the birthday song.  One of the things I learned from my mom is to get all the advice you can and be wise the rest of your life.

Happy Mother's Day Mom-  Thank you!  All that I am or hope to be, I owe to you...

Happy Mother's Day to all the Mothers who make things possible. 

A lot of girls grow up thinking that a Prince Charming roams the skies and the plains just waiting for that special moment to zoom into their lives, snatch them up and carry them away from a world of shrouded gloom to one of white, wedded bliss.  Yet, it's so hard to believe that guys feel the same way, well except for the snatching and carrying part.  I'm sure they wouldn't feel so manly about it if they had to be carried by a Princess.  

After having spoken to a friend, only now I realize guys get as vulnerable as us girls get.  Only they refuse to show their true feeling for they will be consider weak.  But with all honesty, it takes much more courage and strength to show and admit your true feelings.

For that my friend I admire you...

We all make them.  Sometimes, if we're lucky an eraser will do the trick and we can rub it across the page and all that is left is our careless mess is a hardly noticeable smudge.  But some mistakes can't be erased.  No matter how old or young we are.  Even imagination is powerless.

Toughest lesson I learned that life doesn't come with erasers. 

Just found out two days ago, my co-worker got admitted in ICU (Intensive Care Unit) after being in a motorcycle accident.  A car stopped at the red light and from what I hear, he didn't break on time that he flew over the car.  So much for wanting a bike.  I guess I'll just have to dream on it.  But then again it doesn't hurt to take a class to know how to ride.  Right?

Someone ask, "Why is it so easy to fall in love and so hard to fall out of love?"

I've been in that road before and I found myself asking almost nearly the same question, "Why does love feel so good, but hurt so bad?"

Being in so many different relationship and at times doing it for the wrong reason, I stumble to the answer itself but merely learning it the hard way.  I don't regret it, but definitely won't forget it.  I know the experience isn't the same but the concept of it all is.. "You get hurt, but you'll learn to love again.. only time will let it heal!"

Just a thought for you to consider, in my understanding.  When falling in love you give yourself freely so you can experience how good it feels!  In the other hand, falling out of love is so much harder because you simply can't let go how good it felt.  I know it easy to say but so much harder to do when you're in pain,  but you need to Stand Tall!  Love hurts and feels good because it wants to remind you things that shouldn't be forgotten.  Hopefully from being hurt there is a lesson to be learned.  I know a lot of your friends tell you what you don't want to hear including me, but know it's only because we care.  You really are the only one who can get yourself out of this!  You're still young, so don't shut out the opportunities you can have with someone who is more than willing to try and treat you good.  But don't forget when you do proceed, take it with caution and hopefully you can remind yourself of that wonderful and horrible feeling you felt and influence you to can change yourself somehow so you can be a better person to yourself and your significant other.  Patience is everything my dear.  It's your choice to learn what needs to be learned.  Keeping things in mind only makes you be considerate of yourself and others. 

Live your life freely and move on.. 

I only hope these words of encouragement will enlighten you. 

HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO!

Working the double today.. 

First off to VESTA  390 8th Avenue
(bet 29th and 30th Streets)
New York NY 10001

then to JCMC..

" It's not about what you know.. it's about who you know!" 

sad to say, but very true!