My son is getting older, and wiser by the minute. He is at that age where he constantly ask questions, particulary "Where is Daddy?" Most of the times I find myself speechless, because I am so afraid of the consequence of telling him the truth. Last year at court was the last time he saw his son. I haven't heard or seen him since then. When Izaiah would ask me where he is? I would tell Izaiah that his "Daddy went away for a short while to a nice hospital. Because he wasn't feeling well and when he does he will come and see you!" I think I've made a mistake with telling him, assuring him he will come around when I know in my heart he won't. Only because he proved so many times
I can hear it now, "Mommy, why?"
As mother, I feel terrified. Have I done something that will hurt Izaiah in the future? I did what I did to protect him. My parents are divorce and I have been traumatize in there seperation. So, that's why I've decide to keep him off the loop of things; one being his girlfriend is so terrified to have me around him. I can understand though, I was in the position before. Believe when I say I don't want him back. I am perfectly happy.
I'm truly concerned with his well being, hoping that the current situation doesn't affect him in the future. m'I doing the right thing for my son?? Decision and actions I've taken, is it benefiting him??
Concerned parent...
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